Do you love me back?Nearly every question you have in life can be answered by Joey Ramone lyrics. Joey wrote: "Touring. Touring is never boring. Let's go, let's go!" But he also wrote: "Do you love me back? What do you say? Do you love me back?"
I think about this, as I sit in the cluttered office that belongs to my producer. The desk in front of me is covered in CD's and papers, the floor isn't much better.
Staring out of the window I think about what's just happened.
My best friend, a fellow song-artist, has just driven off on his first tour; and my producer, the guy I thought could be the one, has just left me.
My eyes dart around the office, trying to find something to take my mind off of everything. Anything to distract me from the increasing drama in my life. They come to rest on a small table in the corner of the room. It's unusual – as if it's not supposed to be there. Like it doesn't belong.
Walking over to it, I notice it's full of photos, some in frames; some just... there.
And most of them are